Is it normal to have a Suicide feeling?

I know everyone says this but things will get better. 13 is a tough age. Suicide won't solve any problems. God sees suicide as murder. Since you have a tough life, it makes you unique. God can use you to help other people with similar problems. You can set an example for others that even when life sucks God will always be there for you. I hope this helps and God bless :)